Like I was just going to bend over and puke. It's the first time I've felt sick here, not counting my first day because of that stupid airplane food. That doesn't count. So, I got to try Japanese medicine then. This stuff they gave me was like 10 tiny red balls that I needed to swallow. They have to make it difficult. I mean, why don't the doctors over here just make a pill with all those red balls put together? Or, be like America and have something called pepto-bismol, however the heck it's spelled. Not that I care that I had to swallow all of them, I'm just wondering outloud. But the stuff worked! Like not even five minutes later I felt perfectly fine. Miracle medicine, it was. I went to sleep after though. That lasted for almost two hours before okaa-san came through my door asking, "byouin ni iku?" [go to the hospital]. Heh? The hospital? What for? They were going to take me to the hospital because I felt like throwing up. My parents in America wouldn't do that. They'd just keep me in bed. But I seriously didn't need to go. I should have said sure though just so a Japanese doctor could examine me haha. Woo! I went to a hospital in Japan!
It does make me wonder though why the hell I felt so sick. I felt fine in the morning and it wasn't until 4th period at school that I felt like my stomach was being stabbed. The only conclusion I was able to come up with was that I slept too much. Yeah, I went and slept during my first 3 classes. For some reason I felt awfully tired. If it wasn't for having to stand up and bow before and after each class I could have slept straight through. So, I was just glad it passed by. I needed the sleep. I found it funny whe she left a garbage can next to my bed though. haha
Alright. I've come to this conclusion many times before but I was too lazy to do anything about it. I'm getting fat, people. Seriously. I'm even more glad that I lost a good amount of weight before I came here playing DDR basically nonstop. If I didn't this situation would be worse. So, three days ago I've decided to start working out. And I've been keeping up with it so far and I PLAN to keep up with it. It's ridiculous. I can't even wear my bathing suit anymore (;_;). I remembered watching this one show where these guys were trying to make their body and face structure more like a girl's. Oh yes. I haven't said this yet but it's amazing how common this is. I've seen many bangumi (television programs) with this. There's actually this one guy, he calls himself Ikko, and he's a very famous person. I'm not sure if he got a sex change or not but he wears girl clothing, makeup, has a girl haircut, he's everything girl because he wants to be one. The only thing is is that he has no boobs. So, I'm not sure if he got a sex change or not. But these other guys they had boobs. ANYWAY, he's very popular here. The Japanese don't even find it weird or anything. People watch it and aren't disgusted. They just accept it, it's normal. Plus okaa-san told me it's very common here, the whole cross dressing thing.
Otoo-san gave me a mask yesterday. It's one of those plastic ones but it was realllyyyyyy scarry. I scared Ai twice last night just wearing it. haha At least it passed the silence a bit. I mean, cummon. Look at this thing! It's freaking creepy!
-sigh- But today just felt the worst. Ever since I came back from Mitsukaido at that Rotary camp thing it seems so awkward here. It's been everyday like this since then. If it was awkward before I left too I just never noticed it. But it's just bad now. It seems like Tonpi gets annoyed of me anymore and I seriously do NOTHING to cause that. One example: she'd be in the living room watching TV and then I come in to watch TV too and we're the only two in the room. Not even 5 minutes will pass and then she'll leave to the other room. The only conclusion I came up with is that they enjoyed me not being here that weekend and now are upset that I'm back. It's really only Tonpi that I've noticed acting like this but that doesn't mean Ai and okaa-san don't feel the same. I sure as hell know otoo-san doesn't feel that I'm a bother. And I keep forgetting the fact that Tonpi is only 12. It's normal for kids that age to get their moods, right? But since I keep forgetting that it's really getting to me. Like those days when we played badminton it was great, she was all happy and such. Now... I don't like it. I can understand all the reasons she'd love me gone though. If I was in her position I'd probably be wishing the same.
And I don't know how I accomplished conversation before. I mean sure, my Japanese isn't GREAT but that isn't the problem. There's nothing to talk about. I can't even remember how I accomplished it before. I think back and I can't figure it out. So now, I'm pretty much a body in the house that they have to feed. Me and Ai seriously don't talk. At night I think of basically ANYTHING I could possibly say but either I can't figure out where to go with it or it doesn't go anywhere. It just sucks. I'm enjoying school so much now, especially since we changed seats last week. Now Mizuki sits behind me and it's always amusing. She's funny. It's just now when I come home, I sorta don't want to anymore. It's times like now I wish I was still in Badminton Club just so I could stay in school longer and everyday. -sigh- So, this blog ended a bit depressing. But, today... it just sucked after school. And I don't expect the weekend to be getting any better any time soon. Guess I'll just have to see how it plays out.
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